Today was a rough day. First day back to work after a very long weekend. Friday I had a doctors appt that lead to me finding out I have a tear in my meniscus ligament in my left knee. Doctor said rest will fix it but somehow there is a part of me that hope it tears. Just so I can look at all those Veterans Affairs doctors and tell them they are full of shit. All this time telling me I’m fat…yeah sure I’m sure that fat is the cause. I know lots of overweight ppl and well none of them have torn anything. So back to t25 tomorrow. Modified version though I hate being in pain.
Saturday I saw a movie with a buddy, then we hit a bball game. It was pretty friggin awesome. The movie made me tear up some but I’m a G ! Million Dollar Arm totally worth the funds. Maybe I’ll do a movie blog tomorrow. Sunday got horrible news in the am and thought if I write it out things would be better. I felt better afterwards but my clear head didn’t think of the after effects. Well they say if it comes back it was yours right??? Well guess time will tell
Yesterday…Memorial Day…I spent the whole day on the couch, minus the hour I laid with tobie out on the balcony. I cried some after waking up to email that made Sunday worse. Then I curled up on the couch and watched how I met your mother all day. From 11 am until 11 pm. I didn’t want to leave the house. I got up this morning and remembered why I was supposed to leave the house…I had no gas. Then I checked my account…after I put the bill money aside…I barely had enough for gas. Which is crazy cause the movie was only 10 bucks and I had money on my metro card already. So I chugged it along to the commuter lot and prayed someone drove cause I didn’t want to slug home and it was set to pour around 1, so I wlda been riding the bus soaking wet.
Thank goodness the bus was early so I caught a ride with my late coworker. Then I had to go throw my few bucks in the tank. My other check shld be in tomorrow but I needed gas today. I don’t know how I made it but I did. 20 bucks later I gotta half tank. Then I watched dropped dead diva as I talked/played with tobie.
Now it’s 10 pm and I’m in the bed…alarm is set for 4 am. Work in the am…reports to write and to pray they change the meeting next week so I can go to the pride event at the pentagon.
Life is one big disappointment until you are all out of tears. Time to hug my pillow close my eyes and hope that it’s Friday when I open them.
♫ Music: Hunter Hayes – Wanted
