Open letter.. . . . .

Posted by blutruth on November 8, 2021 in Blogging |

First there is no response needed, just read and understand what I’m about to say. I feel like you are trying to push your agenda for what you want my life to be onto me. While I appreciate that you have this positive outlook on life and are very optimistic about my life. While I […]

Dream 001

Posted by blutruth on October 12, 2021 in Blogging |

I’m in my Optima on my way to work somewhere. Chilling listening to Missy Elliot’s DripDemeanor track on repeat. I’m flowing with traffic. In the far right lane. It’s my first day I think. I’m pulling up to a light and a gas station. I notice the cars in front of me slowing down I […]

Songs in A-Minor

Posted by blutruth on October 7, 2021 in Blogging |

How to have a whole relationship in songs. From loving a person to hating a person to detesting a person to having hope. I may not have put these in the right order. “Wishful Drinking” Maybe I’m just wishful drinkingGive my heart something to sink inBetter make it two, nothing I won’t doFor another round […]

You made a fool of me

Posted by blutruth on October 7, 2021 in Blogging |

After things went south, this is how I felt about them. I felt like I truly loved them, and they were only pretending to love me. Then more time passes and we talked more and hung out more and I realized that they did love me, or maybe they were being manipulative. But I do […]

Actions speak louder

Posted by blutruth on October 4, 2021 in Blogging |

The old saying “Actions speak louder than words” is a good phrase to live by. I wholeheartedly uphold people to that phrase. I always tell people…that their actions are what i hold them accountable for. Words mean nothing to me, but actions mean everything. Probably why my love language is acts of service and not […]

A thin red line . . . . .

Posted by blutruth on October 3, 2021 in Blogging |

They say it’s a thin line between love and hate. Well it appears in the case of my love life, it’s an even thinner line between love and the single life. My last attempt at a relationship truly scarred me on even trying to date ever again. I don’t think the person knows or fails […]

I see you looking

Posted by blutruth on October 3, 2021 in Blogging |

I realized last night that “they” are probably reading my post. . . . . and wondering why is it that i can post my feelings, emotions, and thoughts on my blog and not openly tell them what is on my mind. Well the fact of the matter is, when i write in my blog, […]

Support …what’s that mean?

Posted by blutruth on September 29, 2021 in Blogging |

So the other day i was chilling at home and minding my own business. When my therapy animal…my child…had a seizure. I about lost my mind. So after taking care of him, I contacted my best friend of course and let her know what was happening. She knows and understands that Tobie is my […]

Are you missing me

Posted by blutruth on September 26, 2021 in Blogging |

Since my last posting, I did exactly as I said I was going to do and I have left them to their vices. I have maintained my distance since that is what seemed appropriate for the current situation. I mean, given everything that was going on, it seemed like maybe I was over reacting, or […]

Friends . . . . . where are the lines drawn??

Posted by blutruth on September 23, 2021 in Blogging |

My good friends (the people i actually consider friends and not just associates or acquaintances) know that I suffer from bipolar disorder. Well I guess you readers do too now huh? Anyhow, my friends typically have known me for years. So they know I go through a process when I’m in crisis. My process is […]

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