They say that God speaks to you in mysterious ways and that s/he never puts more on you than you can withstand. This morning I got to looking at my bank accounts after getting some very disturbing news from home about future finances. I’ve never been a very highly religious person (truthfully I still ain’t one) but I’ve done some re-arranging about what gets paid when and where. How much gets paid to whom so that everything I owe is still current and stays in good standing (I refuse to let go of my 700+ credit score) and with the way I’ve got things set up to include food and gas for the next 3 months, I should actually break even in July and end up with a surplus (no matter how small) of cash to include additional savings for two new emergency accounts as backups. I’m feeling a major relief off my shoulders as I know things are going to work out.
I also know that my health and status with the VA is going to change (I feel another increase is coming) which will lead to further blessings by (predicting time frame here) Oct/Nov. Then only again in Jan shall I be blessed with my automatic promotion to add an additional 10K to my annual salary.
I’m starting to feel optimistic about my future and the plans for it. May even be able to a cruise next year or just take an actual vacation. Not feeling as pressed now as I have been.
Feels good knowing that soon I can stop stressing over financial burdens and do what I have wanted to do for the longest and be able to just live my life.
