**this is a small bit I wrote this morning while thinking about my love life in general**
Hey there.
I can’t remember having so much fun in one night. Last night was awesome and I can’t wait to do it again. Oh you say you don’t remember?? Well let me refresh your memory.
You picked me up around 10 am. You knew I wouldn’t get out of bed until 9, but a quick shower and 20 minutes later, we were off. We took off to Waffle House and you got your regular pork chop dinner and i picked up my All Star breakfast. We giggled in the booth, staring at each other. Playing footsie and finger tag on the table top. You stole some of my ham chunks from my hash browns. I swatted your hand and moved your hair from your face as it kept falling as you kept shaking your head like a silly fool laughing at my corny jokes. You got up and came to my side of the booth. You slid your hand in mine, as we leaned back and looked out the window. You whispered in my ear to look at the waitress. She had toilet paper on the back of her uniform. We giggled so hard she stared at us until we hushed. You got up and extended your hand into mine and you pulled me out the booth. I paid for breakfast and put my hand in your back pocket as you led me outside to the car. We sat and listened to the radio, I sang along as you watched me and snapped a few pictures on your phone. I pointed back into Waffle House as our waitress finally discovered the toilet paper. We laughed and pulled off.
We headed to the mall and sat on the bench in the food court. We grabbed some ice cream (well I got sherbet) and we just watched everyone go by. We giggled at each other and started taking pictures of random people to laugh at later. After an hour we headed back to my place. You laid across the couch and I across your lap. You flipped on the tv and found my favorite channel hgtv. We watched a house hunters marathon and out of five shows I was up 3-2 on the actual houses they picked. (shh the secret.. the three i’ve seen already). They start to play a song on a commercial and you jumped up and started dancing. I roll onto my back and laugh until tears start to well up in my eyes. You grab my leg and pull me off the couch forcing me onto the floor and we wrestled. You lost because you know I’m stronger than you. And you lost your belt from your cargo’s. I found it under the couch and tied your legs together. Looking helpless, I sit on your lap and started kissing you. You forgot all about the belt, until I got up and started taking off my button up shirt. You started to unbutton your own shirt and tried to get up to follow me into the bedroom. You fell flat on your face and all i could do was laugh. You so just ruined the mood.
So we put our clothes back on and head back out. We go to see your parents and their dog. After an hour of chilling with them, we head to the market for some bottled water. Back to my place where we ditch the car and hop on my motorcycle. We head to the nearest park and begin our trek through the woods. We hiked for an hour then sat on a rock and took photos of each other playing in the woods. Then we found a little stream and put our feet in. We leaned back into the afternoon sun and talked about our future. Looking around and seeing no one, I climbed into your lap. You wrapped your arms around me and I closed my eyes. You stroked my head, rubbing the new growth from my haircut a few weeks before. You told me “baby you need to see your barber because this mess is unacceptable” Playfully I slap your hand away and rub my head. You were right, my fade is growing out. But then i look at your braids and again that one has fallen back into your face. I tell you i’m going to cut it off, not all of it, just the one. I didn’t like it when i was braiding it the night before, and i’m hating it even more now. You noticed the sky getting dark and we head back.
Once home I hop in the shower while you order the pizza. While you are in the shower, I get the pizza and finally check the mail box .. the netflix movie finally came in. We headed to the bedroom and laid out our “picnic” blanket. You grabbed the drinks, i spread out the food and put in the movie. We ate, laughed and cried. That was a weird movie. You cleaned up while I put away the blanket. I climbed back into the bed and opened the sheets so you could jump in. On your way back to the bed, i noticed you grabbed my boxers instead of your own. You look so silly in my boxers. Staring at me, you finally look down and realize what you did. Right there you strip, and grab a shirt and some shorts. I tell you to get in the bed. You climb into my arms and kiss me. You whisper you love me, and i kiss your forehead and tell you i love you back. you close your eyes and wrap your arms around me. i play with your tatts, and watch you sleep. i place my head upon yours and close my eyes. together we fall asleep, legs tangled, bodies close, and that damn braid on my face. I’m going to cut it, i tell myself as i fall asleep to you snoring slightly in my ear.
That my dear future wife is how we spent last night. And once I find you, I can’t wait to spend every night just like it, or somewhat close to it.
this letter is 4 u when i meet u. its my happiness, my dreams, my smiles. It doesn’t contain my fears as losing you once I have you is the biggest fear of them all. It’s also the only fear that matters, the rest are insignificant.
So dear future lover guardian of my soul and spirit .. whenever you are ready to be loved by me, i’m here. With open arms, waiting.
