Protected: Tox narc

Posted by blutruth on September 22, 2021 in Blogging |

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Mental health

Posted by blutruth on September 22, 2021 in Blogging |

Ignoring you, is what’s good for my mental health. Not whether you think it’s right or wrong, but what’s good for me. You say you want the best for me, well that’s what best me. To maintain good mental health. To keep healthy boundaries. To keep out toxic behaviors.

I lie awake

Posted by blutruth on September 20, 2021 in Blogging |

At night I lie awake sometimes and wonder will I ever be bold enough to have the faith in humanity and will ever start dating again. Like will I ever find individuals to be attractive enough for me to want to be with them. That I’ll decide that I want to take the step further […]

Posted by blutruth on September 20, 2021 in Blogging |

I’m one of those people who love extremely hard. When I give my all, I give my all. Most don’t appreciate that these days. I mean it takes a while for me to care, but when I do care, I really do care. Nowadays everyone wants instant feelings. Like no you can’t have my emotions […]

Good deal. . . . . but did you really?

Posted by blutruth on September 19, 2021 in Blogging |

So I’ve been selling stuff on Facebook marketplace. Trying to get rid of things around the house that i no longer use and no longer have a use for. Things that are piling up and taking up space. Because let’s face it…I’m somewhat of a semi-hoarder. I’ve been trying to clean up space and stuff. […]

Blank Space

Posted by blutruth on September 18, 2021 in Blogging |

For the first time in almost 2 months, my mind is completely blank. I’m not worried about anyone, myself, nor am I thinking of anything. I’m just sitting here at my desk in my home office, staring blankly at the screen trying to think of something to write. For the last two months, I’ve been […]

Busy Work….Busy Bee

Posted by blutruth on September 15, 2021 in Blogging |

To keep my mind off the sucidal thoughts that have been clouding my brain recently, I’ve been trying to keep myself busy. I started a workout challenge with my boss and one of my coworkers. They are both very competitive. So they have been pushing me to get more than my 30 mins a day […]

A simple thought

Posted by blutruth on September 13, 2021 in Blogging |

And no words were needed An ode to why I’m single and probably will be until I die

The “What If’s”

Posted by blutruth on September 13, 2021 in Blogging |

This picture speaks volumes to me: I love to challenge the mental in a relationship dialogue. Probably why so many ppl stop talking to me b/c I’m not a “just bow down and agree with me type” .. . . . . No I want to debate you on the subject, challenge you to be […]

Protected: Toxic People

Posted by blutruth on September 11, 2021 in Blogging |

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