Author Archives: blutruth

Ignoring you, is what’s good for my mental health. Not whether you think it’s right or wrong, but what’s good for me. You say you want the best for me, well that’s what best me. To maintain good mental health. … Continue reading →

At night I lie awake sometimes and wonder will I ever be bold enough to have the faith in humanity and will ever start dating again. Like will I ever find individuals to be attractive enough for me to want … Continue reading →

I’m one of those people who love extremely hard. When I give my all, I give my all. Most don’t appreciate that these days. I mean it takes a while for me to care, but when I do care, I … Continue reading →

So I’ve been selling stuff on Facebook marketplace. Trying to get rid of things around the house that i no longer use and no longer have a use for. Things that are piling up and taking up space. Because let’s … Continue reading →

For the first time in almost 2 months, my mind is completely blank. I’m not worried about anyone, myself, nor am I thinking of anything. I’m just sitting here at my desk in my home office, staring blankly at the … Continue reading →

To keep my mind off the sucidal thoughts that have been clouding my brain recently, I’ve been trying to keep myself busy. I started a workout challenge with my boss and one of my coworkers. They are both very competitive. … Continue reading →

And no words were needed An ode to why I’m single and probably will be until I die

This picture speaks volumes to me: I love to challenge the mental in a relationship dialogue. Probably why so many ppl stop talking to me b/c I’m not a “just bow down and agree with me type” .. . . … Continue reading →