I’m one of those people who love extremely hard. When I give my all, I give my all. Most don’t appreciate that these days. I mean it takes a while for me to care, but when I do care, I really do care. Nowadays everyone wants instant feelings. Like no you can’t have my emotions for you on day 1. But like maybe day 160 or day 180 or day 210. But never day 1-90. I gotta grow up to that.

I can only give so much of myself to a person before I just want to give up.